I've been up tossing and turning for over an hour
My mind keeps dancing to thoughts of him on the beat of his drums, his hums, love
Or lack thereof
I feel so so twisted. Too twisted. Too haunted
Where is he? On nights like this when I am alone
Sheltered, confined to the walls of my solitude
Pinned to my bed like a zombie
The outline of his body, like a shadow, it lingers, it haunts me
I would ask for advice but I'm too prideful
I would call him but I'm too prideful
Damn B, why you gotta be so prideful
I would take out my toy and glide him right in, but I need a human's touch
Nah bump that, I need to feel HIS TOUCH
Or at least hear HIS voice
telling me, it's OK... and that he is feeling the same way
Reassuring me that if he had his way, he would be here to stay
Forever, with me, to hold me as we dine into the night's starlight
And unravel into me all night
Whisk me into bliss, our own version of peace before we woke up to sunshine
But He is not here
with me, he's off someplace else
And No when I think of it, I don't want him to be.. here
It was just two days ago when I asked him to let me be
Free
free from pain, anxiety, paranoia and fear of him leaving me
For another, or returning to the one he left for me
This is confusing
I'm getting a headache when I should be getting ahead.
Or maybe getting some head
from him
That would be nice (lol)
I hate that you do this to me
I HATE THIS. I hate you
Shoot, HATE is a strong word but I HATE YOU
Why did you do this to me
You came into my world and tainted it
Now I(t) will never be the same again
The shadow is still lingering, I feel it over my head
Why is your face penetrating my thoughts
Why is your smell permeating my lungs
Why are your words, though soft deafening my ears
"Whose pussy is this?" "Do you love me?" "Promise me you`ll never leave me"
My mind keeps dancing to thoughts of him on the beat of his drums, his hums, love
Or lack thereof
I feel so so twisted. Too twisted. Too haunted
Where is he? On nights like this when I am alone
Sheltered, confined to the walls of my solitude
Pinned to my bed like a zombie
The outline of his body, like a shadow, it lingers, it haunts me
I would ask for advice but I'm too prideful
I would call him but I'm too prideful
Damn B, why you gotta be so prideful
I would take out my toy and glide him right in, but I need a human's touch
Nah bump that, I need to feel HIS TOUCH
Or at least hear HIS voice
telling me, it's OK... and that he is feeling the same way
Reassuring me that if he had his way, he would be here to stay
Forever, with me, to hold me as we dine into the night's starlight
And unravel into me all night
Whisk me into bliss, our own version of peace before we woke up to sunshine
But He is not here
with me, he's off someplace else
And No when I think of it, I don't want him to be.. here
It was just two days ago when I asked him to let me be
Free
free from pain, anxiety, paranoia and fear of him leaving me
For another, or returning to the one he left for me
This is confusing
I'm getting a headache when I should be getting ahead.
Or maybe getting some head
from him
That would be nice (lol)
I hate that you do this to me
I HATE THIS. I hate you
Shoot, HATE is a strong word but I HATE YOU
Why did you do this to me
You came into my world and tainted it
Now I(t) will never be the same again
The shadow is still lingering, I feel it over my head
Why is your face penetrating my thoughts
Why is your smell permeating my lungs
Why are your words, though soft deafening my ears
"Whose pussy is this?" "Do you love me?" "Promise me you`ll never leave me"
WHY IS THAT ALL I CAN HEAR!!
Your love shouldn`t be killing me softly
I`m already dead...............
I need you to get out of my head.
Your love shouldn`t be killing me softly
I`m already dead...............
I need you to get out of my head.
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touche!
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